Friday, December 31, 2004
cryin new year
rainin since morning, well aftnn or so. wht a new year to begin. even God doesnt want us to celebrate new year? i seriously dont want to now. just be with my friends. that's enough. and i wonder how did the mumbo carwashing goes? cos it rained almost half of the day? damnn.
anyhos, dint manage to slp till 4am. so i decided to play only naruto on my WMP. before that was goin thru my phone. naruto ringtone and i teared. yeaa. cos i recalled wht happened in the show. when it was playin in WMP which it is still playin right now, whteva that had happened just ran thru my mine. not only THAT, but like the whole yr? well i thought of him, guess i'm jus mesmerized when he plays the piano. or rather i'm mesmerized whoever that can plays it well. cos i really want to play that well too.
lotsa ups and downs. more chaotic arnd the world. i'm still single. i'm turning 18.
i kinda dislike when mom tells her friends i'm 18 when i'm still 17. makes me feel so old. *snorts*
i like being 18 cos it'd means it's time to get a car license!! wooohooos. and feel right to club cos i'm of legal age. i neither drink nor smoke so that doesnt apply to me.
i am 17teen goin on 18teen
Thursday, December 30, 2004
packed day.
sch ends at 6pm. gawdd, i was so kan chiong to go off for trng. however my partner simply wants to finish the circuit. lectr was chasin us out then.
durin my self study, went to eat at north canteen. classmates went north canteen to see gurls. mms, i think biz guys are quite good lookin too? the guys i've seen are outta engg. cos engg has none. but while they were girls viewin i cldnt be much bothered to look at guys but my newpaper. was so saddened while reading, eyes was gettin watery.
went macs to help out at db booth. now i know 3 guys names! i dont noe if i'm jus plain lousy or whts. dont even noe the guys names. looks, yes i do. names? no. =
got a shock when they told me to run two rounds. had stitches, but well wht the hell. last round, just runnnnn! played poison ball, pple shld rename it as dodgeball. cos the best way to play it isnt jus running about, it's dodgin it too. fun ehs. funny i shld sae, first time seeing reubs being so nutssie? well we were playin so yes everyone's suppose to have fun. and i'm sure everyone did even if it's jus poison ball rightts.
free-weights was painful. blisters!!!...did it with munting. gosh she kept doin the 'kiss kiss' thang when i was doin weights. so yes.. and so told myself to go on.
ben came and left without sayin anything. *weird*
anws, our db has got lect kee. telling us how to recuit pple. and when jo said to give two claps and that expert will come out. omg! and pple actually did clap. hurrs. and reubs jumped up. since when he's thattt comical? the "class" he gave was great i'd sae. least i know much more how to approach pple.
did db changed me? i realised aft joinin db i'm more.. how do i sae. i used to have that ya-ya attitude but aft joinin db, i'm nicer to pple. just find a whole lot weird. cos i wasnt like this! it's gd to be kind yupps.
dinner group was small. got irritated by this kid, takin his stupid FAKE gun chasin and shootin the cat. ellos, grow up. and the cat came hiding under our table. poor jo. jazz bluffed the kid that the cat went away...nice one.
I'VE GOT NO SCH TMR!!!! lesson's cancelled. lect was damn nice. muahahahs. isnt that great? tell me it is pls. wheeee. it wld means like longgg weekend.
got so many progs for eve actually. camp mumbo fund raising for the tidal wave thang, followed by countdown. db has got dinner and party at darren's place. but well i'm spendin it with my two gurls. [; then agn like jo said, so wht if it's a new year? cos it's a NEW year. yea nth much to celebrate, it's a NEW year la. new year and yet the death rate in those affected area due to tsunami is still rising. so we shall mourn on the eve? crazy. or learn from jo, do tutorials at home? muahahs.
and yes shld i be happy i spent time to do tutorials ytsd?! cos that nice teacher gave marks for participation. hahahs. she's so proud that she's only 144. she's so... cute. that reminds me of that zhonghua sec guy in db. huai lee, his name?... lookin at him eat, just make me luff la. cos he reminds me of the kids at camp... the expression when he eats and when the food's here. competing with reubs who will eat the fastest. i miss mumbo and the kids!!... edmund and xin yu my 2 fav campers, then agn, martin's another. and they're all lil boyyyys! awww. i miss it all.
bah, i'm havin migraine aft the dinner. must be that slanted table. urgggs. it's like nv goin away.
helppps.
later.
it's beautiful dayy...
so yes, had a swim with su aft she shopped with her mom. cp was really into her lala land that she cldnt wake up. *pouts*
the weather's wheeeli cold. but yes we swam. wanted to do 30 cut down to 20 laps. then i was really lazy that i only swam 12. cos we stopped and chat. and realised the cheekopek's really that guy. and his buddy was down the pool. so pple who swims at bishan swimming complex. BEWARE!!! freaks. it's the best to swim in private pools. shiats i really dream for a private pool pls. went ta eat and shopped arnd. i swear goin out with chia suli is really a disaster. i shant embarrass her right here. she know wht she'd had. ewwwks. disgustin creature!
came back home and acc. mom to aunt's place. talkin bout the tsunami. well i guess the world ending.. [shi jie mo ri] -chia suli, my chinese aint that bad aiites- wht i mean is that one aft another disaster's happening. mom was recallin back the silkair incident? it was arnd christmas too. prolly the whole world shldnt celebrate christmas nxt yr. a year of mourning.
how shld i do the countdown? i've got no ideas man. mumbo's coming up with carwashin to raise funds. how cool. but on a new year's eve?.. shall see if the gurls are interested to help out.
well yesss! i wanna help... we'll see. not celebrating new yr's eve with them, and xmas too. there's lotsa time more yea. recalled from the time that i first went to camp and aft to be an instructors. the fun we had. ((:
sch's 11-6pm tmr! no cancelled classes. ewks. urggs. tutorials tutorials. =\ and yes it's trng. they played water polo and tues!!..dangg. it's the running that i dread. like seriously. god noes why my right leg was hurting. isnt the hamstring. dont noe wht it's called. it's fine la, cant be bothered either.
nxt time i see my 2 gurls. fridayyy! askin em to do my hair..wheee. wht's the biggie deal bout eve's it's jus a normal day aint it.. any ideas where to countdown still? sentosa!!! yess my sentosa..
out.. more tutorials.
babeh thanx for the pretty earrings!! i love you loadies. erhhs, then agn thinkin bout wht u did at the pool and baleno. hahas. i still loooove you!
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
e tsunami )):
condolences to those family affected.
teared as i watch the news, the dead bodies lying arnd. hearin the screams.
pple hurt in the tsunami. peeped into the chinese newspapers. alot of the lil gurls from singapore are missing. the foreign works in sg are probably worryin bout their love ones in sri lanka.. thailand.
who said that living in singapore's safe? well i thought it was, but this tsunami had proved me wrong. thought asia was the safest place to be. a place like phuket, a tourism place, disaster struck and even a place like maldives, a wonderous heavenly place i'd say. indonesia, thailand, sri lanka, maldives.
the earth's no longer a
e darn headache.
ended up not goin sch. missing out in my progg lect. math lect and tutorials. shiats. i've got lots to catch up. *pouts.
headache on mon.. cldnt slp a single bit on sunday night. ended up slpin for 40mins in math lab. lectr had a clear view of me. but i jus cldnt take it. knocked out. drawing of graphs and all.
3 hrs of lect. i jus pray that i wont get those headache every night.
dint go sch and cant help out in the recruitment drive for db. dint go trng, agn. darn frustrating.
swimg trng has resumed. on a monday. mon, tues, thurs, sat. all the trng days.
jus hope parents wont go on naggin. it's the 2nd week of sch. i'm still tryin to balance trngs and sch. no ideas i feel that this sem's different from the previous.
gotta finish more tutorials ltr. so glad i'm meetin the two girls tmr. least there's sth to look fwd to. *grins
out.
Sunday, December 26, 2004
boxing day ((:
woken up by su to come online cos she's got ver IMPT thang to tell me. and e young cute and sexy daven was online.. and he taught me how to save for his birthdae pressie nxt yr cos he'd 21. darn farnie la. so i wldnt have any excuse sayin i'm broke. so i'd have to find a 'kong' to save up.
watched singapore heart foundation charity thing. cried buckets when they played e video of mr vangese. he was thinkin of goin there, but he died on the 17th. *sobs* tonnes of tears jus "gushed" out when he sang with his wife. it's sth so sweeeet. mrs vangese was cryin then.
i loove it when the guys wore heels and dance. if u call that dance. and GOSH!! tay ping hui with RED heels. awww sho sexehh pls. was so kan chiong when he fell. ohhh my tay ping hui. he's like so fit. his biceps... not forgettin the singapore idols pls!!! sly strummed the guitar so well esp the ending. the guitar man. AND AND AND taufik! omg. ((: was grinnin while listenin to him singin i dream. and taufik rendition of an jing is so farnie. he cant pronounce it properly. claps for sly singin that malay song. i cried when they sang 'you light up my life' mr vangese isnt with them singin it. and i realise sly's like a chatterbox. lookin at him from tv's so farnie. he'd alwys secretly talk while others talking. first i caught him talkin to wong lilin. then taufik when moses was suppose to jump ova. he's so funny. and yes and tay ping hui held the heart upside down when they were singin. and i wish i was those lil girls in front of him!!! muahahahs. i'm so in love with tay ping hui. -grins.
nth much for a boxing day. dint really get outta hse. well jus to walk my dog yes.
aft watchin the charity show, i wanna do charity stuff. does sch have any progs? nyp primers or wht?.. hrd they did christmas carolling. if u were to donate ur heart to smone... isit half or whts? will u die?.. jus lotsa ques when i was watchin the show. oh yes another funny thing bout the charity this old singer sang KOWLOON, hongkong? hahs.. jus so weird. promoting hongkong thru charity huhs?! but her english's quite power. yadayada... life's jus so fragile. u'd jus have heart attack even when ure 20? or yes that guy 16. heart may stop. so i shall try to eat healthy from now on! outta here. piano aft sch and i hvnt been practising. theory not done. she'd jolly well kill me.
out.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
christmas and bdae wishes...
fa la la la... merry xmas ((: nxt is 2005! wheee-hoooos. gnna be a loooong entry.
rights so i've got sch on the eve. but nice nice nyp has got half-days. which kinda frozed us up in the lab. where there's so lil students in sch. learnt how to plug the wires inside the three-pinned plug.
met cp after sch and headed to bishan to meet su for lunch and do the real last min shoppin. dint noe aunties does shopping too? j8 was so damn crowded. hahas so into the mood. so shld i say thank you auntiess! *smiles* was squeezy and long Q everywhere. split up with the gurls to get the pressies. so happened we got into the same shop in the end. which was at the florist. got a blue rose for cp. and su bought cp and i a sunflower each! how swtt... it's soooo beauuuutiful i tell u. got cp's pressie and headed hope to write the cards and wrap the presents.
rushed outta place and meet mel to pass her dav's present. waited for su and headed to town. it's wayyyy crowded pple. fish & co was so packed. but still we managed to get a seat. there was this gurl wit major huuuumongous boobs. mind you, 3/4 of her boobies was jus open to let everyone see it. bouncing btw. hahas.. su and cp felt the world moving when she moves! muahhas. fish & co dinner was great. cheated on our dessert pls! darnn. but we still got the pin thang. hehs. was so windy that my hair was flying.. hahs. cp and su wld noe why i said hair. ;]
went to toilet at park mall. i cant get i saw mommy kissing santa claus off my mind. must be nic! was singin outside park mall and cp and su ignored me. bitches!.. happily walking tgt without me. but well they were an embarrassment. and su dragged me in front of the traffic light. *ticklish* cp left to join blinks and all. leavin su and i in town. -poutties.
walked all the way to nydc to meet jil to get su's pressie. smwhere outside the hippo shop. along the way this grp of 4 of china humans were sprayin at strangers. at singaporeans and indians. and it tends to be that the ones who got angry are the chinese singaporean, and those indians wld jus laugh it off. why isit so?! but well it's entertaining lookin at pple gettin sprayed. but it was a lil too much. they walk and spray at pple's clothes without them knowing and all. and yea they started alot of sprayin that heeren traffic light. su and i were stuck and 'siaming' em. went to find jil from outside but it was in vain. so went ta spinelli to chill. shared an o-reo cheesecake. su had mango-t twist and i had strawberry-t twist. yummie. met jil and got su's pressie. ((: poor girl workin on the eve. and they were sprayin from inside the cold. oh yes and that guy whom we asked for jil. he's quite nice and cute? hahs. left spinelli to find toilet. heeren ones were so dirrty. so in search of toilets began...
headed to paragon cos toilets are cleaner. god knows when u headed outta heeren ure so damn dead. along the way u'll get sprayed. well su and i managed to escape from that lot. avoiding those huge grps that were attacking each other. and happily watchin this angmoh turning into snowman by this grp of youngsters. knowin that they're attackin other grps. we moved off... and the guys turned arnd and sprayed us. that's our first attack. walked throught lucky plaza. that's the u-noe-who territory. sprayed at chinese la! *snorts* nvm.. we were save there... saw CHRISTMAS CAROL at wisma. view from tangs. omg!! was so hyper and wanted to go over, thinkin orchard mrt has got toilet. gnna be 12am so headed out of mrt. and once we got out.. there's snowie attack... turned all the way back towards wheelock. DEAD there's soooooo many indians and those guys attacking. HAVENT INDIA CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS?!?!?! they're damn hyper bought the spray. they dont have it in india?! they were practically sprayin me and su... and tailing our back. and uve got pple at the sides attacking too. they're chinese. and they sprayed that damn thing on my whole head and mouth. i cld still taste it now alrights. they were gettin so pushy suddenly that they were elbowing and ure actually being pushed to move. was holding su's hand all along la. *hehs* we were coverin each other from sprays and u cld see couples and the guy protectin the gurl's head and retaliate when pple spray at the gurl. soooo swt. awwww. and everywhere u go.. or rather we. we look out for the sound of shakin cans and pple armed with it. and avoid! but u'll still have one whole bloody grp of ah nehs behind pushin!!!! bloody ah nehs. they stink balls too! one ah neh was soooo close that he was like grinding me from the back. turned arnd and shouted at his face.. bloody hell stop grindin will you. gawddd yyyewks. felt his sensitive part on me... *pukes* and yes he went off. this man behind [ah neh too]. was happily sprayin su and my hair. right behind. shovin it... turned and smiled at him and not to spray. -stares-. so su and i finally walked outta the mess by crossing to lido... haha a mlysia merc got sprayed like all ova. booohooos too bad. teaches u not to drive in town on festives! cars were human-jammed. and agn ah nehs were behind us... had this feelin they'd spray.. before we can run faster than that spray, they spray at us... urggs. and they cld say sth like hahaha cos u were infront of us. oh yea HAHAHA. bloody ah nehs -_- they pissed the hell outta su and i.
went to royal scotts to clean up. washed our face and i pee-ed. so happy... stoned outside the hotel waitin for cabs. HIRED. HIRED. HIRED. they're all... HIRED! walked to the traffic light at ac. and hop on a cab. cab-sick aft... the cab's so...wobbly. came home and layed on mom's lap. she shoved me away sayin i smell of ah neh. must be those sprays. shiats... went to bathed. tadahhh i smell so nice now.
christmas without mommy and daddy. felt bad leavin dad alone at home. mommy went karaoke with auntie and friends. bro's stayin in town tonight. = least i'm home for christmas ltr! no parties. nth! jus me, mom and dad. ((: filial ehs.
this christmas we dint have cp all to ourselves. without gloria. roamed arnd town with su. however, all was fun. dinner and stuff. it's really the company y'noe. u get sprayed by lots of pple. ah nehs, chinese... pple la. laughin at pple gettin sprayed. it was all still fun excludin the grindin part pleeease. -_-'. but i've seriously enjoyed myself. got a sunflower and westlife cd from su. omg.. she was sooo kewtt la. takin out the price tag nxt to me and i saw THEM! muahahs. cp got me a christmas forever friends bear... sooo kewt. awww i loooove them all.
lalala it was all still a joyous christmas. on our way arnd town su even said a prayer, cos i told her christmas suppose to be the birth of christmas and asked her to go midnight mass. and she a prayer right now. hahas amen!
on the first day of christmas my true love said to me... lalala [dont noe how to sing].
Thursday, December 23, 2004
a boyfriend for christmas
yes santa! an irishman, nigel barker or boyfriend for christmas? ohh how i wish all this cld can true?...if only.
sch's half dae tmr! starts at 11 ends at 1pm. wheeee. and shoppin in town tmr. does shopping centers have halfdae too? hope not!! am gnna meet my darlings!! all i want for christmas is YOU
-_-..
can someone pls fill me wit their christmas spirit?!
i'm also feelin lazy to run arnd town gettin pressies. but well i've counted only 4 peeps will get a present from me. so if u do, count urself lucky aiights.
i've got no christmas spirit in me until i hear the songs..lazy to shop for pressies. how i wish im santa. jus chant or think and tadah! the pressie for that person will appear. how kewl.
outta here. sth to settle.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
a weds...
3 hrs of the same lect rm's boring!! urgggs. talk and talk. crack lame jokes which aint funny. was too tired but tried to entertain him. i tried. then had mushroom head lect. hahas sat at the middle seats. from that view he looks like he's wearin a wig. hahs. so funny la. his hr passed damn fast. so happy that sch ended. bought some notes and headed home.
wanted for nic's call. when i reached home, she's leavin. so i went on my own...thought of not goin. but miss that edna like aloooot.
slept on the bus. saw the gurls at the pool. we swam.. dint really did lotsa laps. was in contacts and bikinis. it's like damn diff to swim. the pool's so hugee! sth that only attract me in the condo is the size of pool and gym. pls her pool's like so much bigger than rtc -_-. there's a no of kids. jorelle [ed'a nephew] joined us. and we ended up chasin him everywhere. cos he wants to be in the baby pool. rights so there we were. then edna took care of him a lil while while nic and i tanned. the sun's kinda weak but it was better than nth! all of us were so hungry.. went up to ed's place and ate! yumms. waited for dinner. it so so yummilicious!! *mmmms*
watched tv, look thru edna's courses for uni. that gurl's lucky to be able to study overseas.
left with nic arnd 10oddish. shared a cab back home. cos the journey back's dreadful. and we're both dead tired. ((:
wanted to shop to xmas pressie. i'll jus do it on the eve. cos time's really tight. trng tmr. gawdd. my mind's so tired tell me how am i gnna train? gnna have a gd night rest. at 3odd am, from the past 2 daes this man wld shout "HA HA HA" downstairs!... so irritating me.
i guess i wld sae whteva i want. he's got my most respect and all cos he's my lect. at least that's my source of keeping me awake durin his lects and i wont slp. things wld be funner. it's not bout 'making fun' of whts. bahh. whteva la. nuff said
later
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
la la la zzzZZ
dragged myself for trng. that kinda feeling. jus psychoin myself.. yes trng. went for the AGM. it took up the whole trng time. guy's capt and vice were chosen. watched the video... and ATE! yumms. walaos it's the slackiest "trng" ever can... muahahs.
i'm jus major needta slp now, been coughin the whole night. bah. i'm crappy and all. lalala.. shall watch ocean's eleven now. -snores
=\....
hate waking in the mornings. 6++am *#%@!
16 pple in class only. ben kor isnt in my class. -_- urgs.
i've got a mushroom head teacher. he looks like he's wearin a damn wig la!
right off to nxt class
save me.... i wanna go home.
Monday, December 20, 2004
xmas spirit...
first day of sch and i dint attend. was still wobbly.. and how do u expect me to go for trng tmr.. lift the weights and they'll fall on me. buyin lunch's a problem too. stand at the coffee and had to sit cos i feel like faintin. -_- worse than an old woman can. trng's compulsory. annual gen meeting...
i've yet to do xmas shopping!! fcuk. thurs trng...weds goin edna's place and all my daes are gone. dangg i'll better squeeze in a slot la. i needta go xmas shopping!!!
went swimming with su this evening. yes evening. needed to dip. feel so weak and all and thought dipping might help and that gurl seriously needs MORE exercise pls. eat , eat and EAT!.. yikes and she burped in the pool and ask me to smell. before i go fwd the smell travelled to me pls. yikes. and ewww it's DURIAN. rights and aunties were doin water aerobics playin XMAS songs. tryin to bring my xmas spirit up. hahas. i enjoyed it thou. and some sickos in the pool. and did sth stupid to them and off we went. ((: spent time talkin in the pool. burped. movin away from ah nehs. and chikopeks. lookin at this angmoh.
i swear when i'm older.. i'd do the same to lil boys. or like when i'm 50+. i'd do it to those young man. get e taste of being 'followed' boys! assholes. crap i'm talkin crap. su will noe la.
toodles outta here.. gnna watch aft the sunset!!
tempted to touch...tempted to touch.. -blehs
Sunday, December 19, 2004
so very true...
so no point (or it's impractical) to actually feel discouraged or vexed just because friends are not turning out as you wish it were, and things like that. if that is the path they want to choose, as friends who respect them, the best and most we can do is to let them go their own path. not saying we do not bother, but ultimately they are living their life. not us.
--apparently i coped that from mizael's blog. are we gettin mature in our thinkin or rather more cant be bothered?.. or knowin that we jus cant force sths which arent meant to be. either way, i'm happy with the way things are right now. just sometime for me and her? sch reopens or whts? tell me...
i want an Irishman for christmas santa! a hot one ((:
outs
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Irishmen *winks
they've got this nice sexehh voice. -melts- ahhhh ((:
caught ronan keatin on ch I with his concert. his voice makes my knees go uber weak. i mean reaaally weak.
another is westlife. another irish grp. well their manager used to be ronan. darn but their voices are great! low sexehhh voice that makes me go gaga!!!
i wld absofuckinglutely wanna meet an irish man! *grin grin* or nigel barker
there were couples at ronan's concert cuddlin tgt. and yaaa! i'm jealous la pls.
alone at home.. feelin shooo cold. wanted to faint early this morning and e feelin's still hovering arnd. biatch. gave the party and dinner a miss. i'm still not well to getaway from home right now.
wht's first dae of sch gnna be like? shits. 8-5pm. dang
everything doesnt seem right in my body system. i feel like shiting, cramp which is sth like cramps, giddyness, nose block and ear block rights, i'm so gnna die. but but but, at least let me meet an irishman or nigel barker before i die...plsss.
later.
Friday, December 17, 2004
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perfect 10 called taufik on his hp!! but it was dead and voicemail was full. *snorts*
i'm stil sick. took med from doc. dint went to see the doc. but i've got the med.
but it's whenever i slept and woke up temp shoots up agn. still i managed to mop my hse. and aft that i feel giddy. and i've gotta walk my dog. cant my dad see that i'm so sick?!?!?! fcuk. everyone has got a part to play but yes i'm really sick right now. no appetite to eat anything. one piece of kaya bread will do for me. head's hurtin like shits. god knows wht time mom's coming home. least i can ask her to walk the dog.
jus hope i wld recover in time. dinner or party tmr? in delimma.
some ice pls...
why must she hide it? why must she do that? it's sucha auntie thang. yucks. totally disgusted.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
bed-day
ate apple and some minty sweets. cough aint good either.
watch american idol till 7 and slept.
woke up at 8.40pm. went to buy maggi instant porridge. was feelin so cold the whole day. when the weather's just nice.
and ch8 has got this freakin hell stupid show at 9pm?! gawshh why did they even ask tay ping hui to act such dumb shows. doesnt even sound like em. overall the show's dumb. some china production or whts?... yucks. ended up watchin like my own on 5. it's nice... watched the news too.
rights nth much. i've got piano tmr at 10am. and db's havin stroke techniques tmr at 10am too! )= she'd kill me if i dont attend tmr's piano. been changin lotsa times this mth.
gnna slp now! wake up so early tmr... sat mumbo christmas party.
woots. later!
music plugged: lose my breath
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
*snorts
anyhos, i'm getting sicker. throat, cough, fever. fever's the worst thing u'll ever get. make one feel so weak. pouts.
still acc cp to get her shoes at j8. headed home and changed out and rush to the airport to send daryl off. it's been a long time i saw him. he got tanner and i'm here losing my tan. yea and poor brud is sick too. shelle's sick too. everyone's falling ill. thou daryl's sick he can stil crap like nobody's biz. scolding this and that person. brudder brudder. ((:
went to bugis to have dinner with ben kor and shelle. it's the first time that shelle was there. food was aiight. not much appetite either.
timetable's out. from mon-weds i'm startin sch at friggin hell 8am.
mon, tues and fri ends at 5pm. thurs till 6pm. weds, 11am.
i'm so gnna die..thought of going back to sch and stayin in sch for the whole dae stinks.
right outta here. need to rest.
later
all i want for christmas is.... *you
it's you you you. who's that you? just you!
sick like a dog
was chased to slp but we dint care. hahs.
went town and it's the first time that i'm that tired and sick. dint go for trng. and am feelin guilty. coughin my lungs out and throats painful. urgggs
shall update bout camp soon. i'm missin it ((:
there's jus lotsa cutie boys [young ones] this yr. and yea meet chrissypoo at citylink adidas that dae durin urban hike. mmms pics for the camp...
http://share.shutterfly.com/osi.jsp?i=EeAN3LNu0cNGzkA
later..
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Monday, December 13, 2004
hello HELLO!!!
voice's a quater gone. having flu durin the camp.
shall update more soon. i hvnt get any slp since ytsd's 10am. and i've got piano lesson at 11am ltr. -_- she cant change the time. so rights...
later.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
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i miss the old times we had. but things are no longer the same. it had all changed. lots. alot.
why do i envy those friends who can be so nice and swt. so bonded tog.
yes i do. i have my 2 babehs and 1 darling.
i dont noe. there's lots running thru. i jus cant let it go.
things will nv be the same agn. i'm not gnna force things another time if the previous time dint work out. it all proved me wrong.
i shld be happy right now. i'll appreciate their presence. my dearest people.
ilu* and will nv leave u.
jus needs to tear. later
grossest cake.
went to pluck our eyebrows. the lady's nice nice la.. tellin me how to take care of my face. but it's 10 buckuroos. considered ex for eyebrow pluckin. she's nice, so whteva.
su went to get sunflower for jil. omg.. i'm so high seeing those sunflowers. they're so pretttehh!
saw erjie [from camp] outside paragon. hahs and she saw lester another grpmate in town. kewll.
she gave it to jil. but jil dint see me la. so happy showing and sayin hi to her colleagues. wells, jus saw her the dae before anyhos.
glo went to get pressie for tai. met john and headed ondo first. were we like gluttons or wht. man.. attacked sushis the minute we sat down. glo dint wanna eat at first. and ended up orderin lots of food. hahhas. she herself dint noe wht great stuff's coming aft the meal. creation of su and cp's cake cans. was so embarrassed to sing happy bdae. we did still. hahas.. blackforest cake added with, wasabi, tonnes of soya sauce, ginger. it's gross. i swear. she spent whole lot of time eatin it. ewwwwk.
dint noe where to go aft. movies are pathetic in town pls. darn. went to lido. everywhere was close..smokey. chilled at mCcafe. have we all grown to a stage where sex's a subject that we can talk about. well we're jus so open. and you talk and laugh about sex. not experience that we had. but yeaa.. about it. well it's great la. not embarrassed bout it. ((:
i've yet to pack for camp. meetin at 12pm at cc. when the campsite's near my place. amkss. urggs. i'm thinkin if i shld bang seh [leave] the grp and go for trng. and erjie asked me to teach cheers and songs for those we'd be there. and those 'big shots' in my grp wldnt be there. and yays thanx leavin me alone. and they're so quiet! fcuk. so wanna slap slap and ask em to talk. dont care whether ure quiet or shy jus get loud in this place. maybe i shld la.
i'm feelin lazy. hvnt pack. darn, i'm hopin i wont have my period durin camp. the cramp tells me it's coming. i'd be so weak. late nights.
i miss trng (when do u even hear me sayin it mans.)
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i sae whteva i like right here or whts. unless i told my comment right in front of UR face. if u dont like it. tell me. nice way of cos. and i'd change. i can be nice if URE nice.
swim mate doesnt like me sayin bitch in front of her and yea hell i did respect her pls.
like it, or hate it.
sighhs, *pouts*. there's jus lotsa things that i cant be bothered. howeva, i shldnt be. i'm sick and tired of it all. shld i jus let it be. i dont noe. i jus wanna run like e wind and be strong
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
shake ya body body, move ya body body!
slept till 2pm todae. only got woken up, when the radio [right beside my ear] was playin i dream sang by taufik. i jus woke up and smiled. it's a lil psycho, but yes that's wht i did la. muahhas. it's like as if listening to ur bf or beloved one singin. awww! muahhas.
helped bro to load songs into his k700i. *roll eyes* bloody ass. yes, one rich kid la. he got the money by playin diablo cans.
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cabbed down to sch for trng. i'm far to lethargic to walk and take the bus. cab uncle's stupid. pls he doesnt noe where's the back gate. urggs.
weather was freezing cold. and yes, at that pt when everyone was waitin for trng to start i jus wanna lie down n slp!
lalala... thank god runnin was u noe kewl. ;] played some "power" game or dont noe wht reubs calls it la. uve gotta keepin running back to "charge" urself. muahhas. need strategy and stuff. work ur brainee. aft that jo did some circuit. and pls her circuit's so damn cartoonic. when u do fast jumping jack u look like a fool. askin u to walk in line with that hockey pitch line it's dumb la. but well, it's fun and training ur patience as jo says la. aft the last set darn giddiness was back. *pouts*
most of the gurls wanted weights! *double pouts* but well... trng's to train and not play hurrs. did 5kg.. supposedly 6.25kg? but cant tahan the weight still. 5kg's a killer.. gawsh. that's when my finger started acting up. it's swollen agn. balls. while doin weights and yes tt's when those pple started blastin music. so wanted to dance! hahas.. e music actually made jazz keep goin. so i'd sae it's gd ((:
debrief, hahas.. sorrie mel. we kept makin fun of her and *nd*** la. i'm shooo sorrie. hahas. she look so swt and cute when she shys away and blush. hahas. jo went on talkin crap, she's way hyper todae. and talk bout the ah neh tour guide our tourist. well whteva it is they're ah nehs. and they'd give u a whole lot of trouble jo! black black and u cant see em in the night... bigger trouble. so monorials shud have lights at the side so the "driver" can see the ah nehs.
saw nini's bf. willie. he looks like someone i noe.. look alike. cant rmbr who isit thou. seems like a nice guy. not beng beng. air force one somemore seh. hahas.
dinner at s11. great great great! sat wit hid and jazz. jazz suddenly ask me if i'm attched. =( no i'm not. hid asked if i like anyone now. nooo. blahh whteva la.
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took the same bus wit melvin..i'm home! and mom occupied my table. ended up packin up my cardboard. task aft i wake up, is to do laundry. tonnes of clothes! i hate washin!!! if i can dont wear. =x it'll be great.
meetin the gurls and brudder john for dinner. nydc or ondo. i'm tryin to think of other places.
woots! i'm so happy i actually exercised todae. why? cos i went for trng. did weights and RAN!
later
Monday, December 06, 2004
gawsh.. i swear nigel barker's HOT hot HOT!
awwww. have this thing for him la. he's married! this half-asian wife. *pouts*
he's got nice face, dont noe jus ohh handsome!...
wonder if he's got pacs anots. muahahs. nigel barker ((:
yoanna won. well knew it like wayy before. but yes, she won. love her face, it's so damn symmetrical. perrrrrfect! flawless. awaits for american idol season 4!! mediacorp rawks my blk.
happened to turn to suria earlier in the evening.. gosh and i saw taufik.. *grins ear ta ear*
made me melt la. hahas. read the papers on sun, sup with sly's fans?!?! it's really fumming mad as u read the papers. *fish. so wht if u guys noe the votes. ah do's company wld prolly sign him up for contract rights.. he'll still make it big whts. he's got great voice and blahhs. let taufik be the sg, mlysia, indo one canns. taufik's the first singapore idol. period
was at grandma's place and coussie called and told dad that his car got stolen in jb. -_- m'sians..
dad asked his friend there for help and the police there. weird coussie. lost his car ytsd and only asked for help the dae aft. who noes wht those stupid ass can do. change no. plates. god noes man. i'm evil or wht, but i curse the person who stole the car wld jus meet and accident and die a terrible death. serve urself right for stealin someone elses' car. in the end u'll end up in nth and worse, DEATH!!!! wooohooos. 7 seater toyota family car. a way cool one. jus hope dad friends wld find it anyhos.
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piano performance was nice. the touch of her new baby grand is great. i'm not the oldest student there. ((: thank god.
went home to nap. and headed off to tampines. reached there by 4pm. no one was there. most of em are still at the cc which is at amk. thanx huhs. edward was alrdy there. met him at macs and rot for whole 2 hrs before all of them are there. it was arnd 6++. pcket food and reached ubin arnd 7, 8pm. night was sooo dark. lights in ubin's like pathetic.
walked arnd the area to start the solo walk. sang along. learnt some new songs. hahas.. guess that's wht they sang in army.
waitin for my turn in solo walk. sat arnd and talk, this guy in my grp is so... i dont noe. so much of ego in him. like arghhhs. he's still younger than me. will see wht he can do. hope he'd really help us out alot..
i feel old among the whole lot. there's so many young ones. and u see em at the end of the games and slept. while i'm stil awake. they're all slpin there. and when i stand with my grp. and they're all 16 and below and i'm the oldest there. tt's like darn. and my grp girls, used to be campers wld grp themselves and stuff. eh pple we need u to be LOUD. dont need to have face in front of the kids la.
anyhos, started my solo walk... was a lil scared. cos it's help in ubin and there's full of 'those kinda thing' there. reached the first CIs station.. it was a junction, saw a wood thingy there.. turned away then jianshun threw out his windbreaker which is white.. got a shock and jumped up. screamed and shouted 'fuck'. said my number and carried on. while walkin away i hrd footsteps behind me. and it was jianshun agn la.. behaving like a siao ding dong..then... when i turned arnd i almost sprained my ankle.
walked to this place that's full of chopped down woods. then hrd "booo".. replied with "fish"..it was so sudden. reported my no and went off. it was my CI there.. they called out my name but i jus went on. told not to response to ur own name. muahhas.
2nd part of it is to find ur own grp flag and steal other grps one too. we've got water bombs as our ammunition. but uve gotta find ways to fill it up. it's like how precious. found this fish farm thingy...the kind uncle let us use e water there. got biten up lots ANTS. darn. yess and those are like damn precious water bombs... was tryin to find some grps. qingzhou's like teachin new privates.. standin in left, right formation. hahs. and ambushed a grp.. and went ahead to bomb them muahhas. that's like so cool. and they chased aft us. and ran back to the van where we hid.
in the end the 4 grps combined in the toilet and decide to bomb the PC. it's like 30 over pple. charged out and bomb and made lotsa noise. the resident in front of the toilet actually woke up and shine his/her torch at us. mind u it was 3++am. shouted SP's sch out cos none os us are from SP. hahas.
oh yays and there's 2 nyp students there. or 3? only noe the two girl. kenneth brought them in this yr. and lots of them sae there's one girl that looks like me. tt dae liong yang msged me askin me bout why i'm at the hawker centre or sth. apparently there's this girl that look like me. hahahs. when u go arnd dont accidently spot someone like Vivian Teo and scold her a bitch..whoeva that anti vivian teo is. -_-'
the whole night there, the sky's so clear that u can spot every single stars out there. there's 3 stars that's in a st8 line it's called orion. i think ya, the belt of this hunter. i wanna take up astronomy!... well at that point, i wish there's someone to star-gaze wit me..special someone. thou there's lotsa pple watchin the stars then. in the open field... awww. rights, day-dreamin.
back to main island in the morning and dint join em for breggie. was dead tired.
wanted to swim with su. but i've got piano and meeting. ended up i dint go all. slept from sundae 9++am - 6pm. then slept at 9pm++ - 2.30am. slept at arnd 3++ and woke up at 2.30pm on mondae. my god. sorrie babehh...
i'm still damn lethargic now. i'm sick and all. dozens of mosquito bites. weds...weds. jus waitin for that one reply..
is this all pure coincidence or whts..
Saturday, December 04, 2004
this is the dae...
gnna pack for 'olip' when i'm back. ubin ubin. then we'll eat prata at 6am and birdwatch those trans. ((: prays hard that they wont have meetin so i can come home and change and go tanning with babeh!... i need to jog, swim! i'm feelin real lazy. and trng resumes nxt tues. drag myself to sch. right outta here.
Friday, December 03, 2004
quzzie bored
woke up late and i'm bored. pouts.
*. . . W O U L D Y O U R A T H ER . . .*
1) Pierce your nose or tongue?
nose. tongue wld jus be too much pain.
2) Be serious or be funny?
depends eh? but being serious is easier.
3) Drink whole or skim milk?
whole..milk pls?!
4) Simple or complicated?
simplicity's the best.
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) Flowers or angel figurines?
ohhh flowers pls. they're pretteh.
6) Grey or pink?
grey n pink are a gd colour combi. simply like both. but stil it's pinkie pink for me. (:
7) Colored or black-and-white photos?
mmms, depends.
8) Lust or love?
it's gotta be love.
9) Sunrise or sunset?
both. but sunset's more romantic. ;]
10) M&Ms or Skittles?
skittles! i loveee coloured swts.
11) Rap or rock?
ermms. dont really fancy both. but rap wld be nice.
12) Staying up late or waking up early?
blehs. both!
13) TV or radio?
tv!!! uve got antm, the oc, satc...blahhs.
15) Eating apples or oranges?
i'm A-apple lover. *munch munch*
*. . .A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *
16) Do you have a boy/girl friend?
it sae boy friend, girl friend? lots lots. sayin boyfriend, nopes ):
17) Who is it?
i jus said nopes. -_-
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) Hot or cold?
cold it wld be.
19) Tall members of the opposite sex?
tall guys. but guys these daes are gettin shorter and shorter. *pouts
20) Sun or moon?
mr sun! swim/tan ur arse off. ((:
21) Emeralds or rubies?
so long as they're bling blings.
22) Left or right?
right.. cos it feels right.
23) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriend?
*roll eyes* duhh of cos it's 1 bestfriend. dohh
24) Sun or rain?
sun for me.
25) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate icecream?
choco icecream. yummilicious
27) Green beans or carrots?
carrots! tiny;mini ones.
26) Boys or girls?
boys (:
* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
end up being a nun at the age of 25, 26. (looks at su babeh)
30) Kids or no kids?
kids! looove kids. rather toodlers.
31) Cat or dog?
wooofs, meoows. both of it.
32) Half empty or half full?
half empty...
33) Mustard or ketchup?
yucks! neither. *pukes*
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
soft.. less heavy
35) Newspaper or magazine?
maggs!
36) Sandals or sneakers?
haivanias flip flops pls. aiights, teva sandals
37) Wonder or amazement?
mmms, anything. so long it makes me smile.
38) Red car or white car?
chilli red!!! hot hot hot!
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
i dont mind being rich. but i wanna be happy and rich.
40) Singing or dancing?
dancing...wld only sing in the bathroom =x
41) Hugging or kissing?
both! *grins*
42) Corduroy or plain?
plain..make it simple.
43) Happy or sad?
wanna be happy.
45) Blondes, brunettes?
brunettes. cos i'm that! nt that i'm fair *ewks* but hair's dark.
* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
46) What time is it?
5.33pm
47) Name?
vivian
48) Nickname?
vivion.. wht else? cant rmbr.
49) Names and ages of siblings?
weien, 14.
50) Where are you now?
my room
51) What are you doing?
checkin my mail.
52) Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake?
dont rmbr havin a cake on my 17th bdae.
53) Date that you regularly blow them out?
14 feb.
54) Pets?
yupps. a dog. he's my precious darling. he's my lifetime companion ((:
55) Eye color?
black
56) Hair color?
black, lil brown here and there
57) Piercings?
yapps. 5!
58) Clean guy/gal/ pierced guy/gal?
ohhh pierced guy.
59) Who's the person on your mind right now?
right now? su and glo. tryin to ask if it's a guy? a guy...it'd be no one.
mesmerized**
if u search ur dl prog. for me "ares" and search for taufik. u'd get his songs boy! i'm waee happy. here's another song that i like. he's got this great sexaaah unique voice. bet if one doesnt noe. he/she wldnt noe it's sang by him. gawddd, how heavenly.
the nationwide countdown tix are at $19 each. babeh! we shall get it. aiights. am i insane or whts?
>>it's you that matters
happy 17th bdae gloria siew yulin!!!
ure 'finally' 17 darling. (: u'd better be free to have a dinner wit us aiights. once agn gloria siew yulin's spendin her bdae overseas with her churchmates for camp. it's alrights, a late celebration wit us yupps. hope u'd like the pressie we got for u. *smuuuacks*
alrights. suppose to swim with su ytsd. but we both were kinda lazy. i've got no idea why i'm so tired. prolly cos of sg idol. hehs. towned with su. it's darn farnie thru out. and i've gotta sae i love pissin her off. we were in search of *** and i go arnd taka shoutin out the name.."*** where are u?" -spastic- but whteva. shooo fun cans. we were at st.leaves buyin her stupid potato bread. and agn i did sth. it's btwn both of us. went cold storage to get sth. and this dad started goin "pOckPcorn" here and there. got so turned off and dint get wht i initially wanted. rights, so we headed to heeren...saw jil and mel at nydc. so wanted to get the roxy beach bag. but... babeh dint. so yupps i'll get it some other time. i so wanna get more haivanias flip flops!! shiats. saw leandrea in flashn'splash. a lil ya-ya. -_-' ooggays. her bestfriend taggin along. went to paragon..got gloria's pressie. kinda cost a bomb cans. prays hard she'll like it. cos it's nice la... projectshop stuff. went for dinner at ondo. while we were havin dinner and all... taufik and sly were at heeren. [dint noe until i got back home]. can u imagine??!!! fcuked up seriously. thru out the whole townin su and i were bickerin about our idols la. then wht we missed meetin em. at taka, someone readin newpaper. talkin bout idol not goin to world idol and yet sly prolly gets a contract. excuse me?! why is taufik not goin. fcuk. and the whole town's newpaper's SOLD OUT. *woahhs* i'm pissed.
so we happily went ondo to eat. and the waitress so love takin our stuff awae. thanks. on our way to esplanade saw maniq. *ewwwws* sat at esplanade then babeh and i were talkin bout lotsa stuff. and pls babeh, i prob wont mind kissin a gurl -depends-, but not seeing u..doing the tongues thang. it's gnna be so turn off. 7 more yrs of love life... and babeh think if we're not married then let's be nun! hip-hop nun. *winks*
screw the reporters. just gettin some news out. and pls.. taufik's the winner. that's final. whteva things that taufik and sly gets it better be good. darn. i'm so uber pissed bout wht the paper said and we dint meet our darlings.
**pics uploaded in imgstn album/outside.
later.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
taufik batisaaah
so mesmerized when he sang. if u do realise, both sly and taufik sang "i dream" however each has diff style of singin. taufik rawk balls la. melt when he sang. u pple saw his belt?! when he wore the white outfit? it's TAUFIK. shooo nice can. he's da man pple.
i dont only like him cos of his eyes. it's his talent, the growth, personality. filial...blahhs. of cos his eyes. it's beauuuutiful. ((: sure UR vote does count. cos my 6 votes does! =P
like the song "i dream" too... yeaa i dream i could run like the wind.
screamed my lungs out when gurmit announced it's taufik!.. crossin my fingers. sorrie ta the neighbours la. hahas..
alrighty.. went for camp meetin. did the daily IDs.. rushed to raffles to pass mom the cam and really rushed back to watch idol. there's no fcukin cab in sight! i walked all the wae out...and got a cab. ran to get mac for dinner and nice uncle got me back home at 7.40pm. *muacks* hahas.
-taufiktaufiktaufiktaufik- arse was glued on the sofa. prac my pieces at 9.30. no mistakes i pray on sat. yupps. 17dec taufik our first singapore idol album wld be released. gnna grab it!.. or anyone? christmas pressie? muahhas.
meetin babeh tmr to swim;tan, and shop shop shop! shiats i'm missin her loaddies. sho happy i'm seein her ltr.
i loooooove taufik batisaaah. he's the boy. my boy? hehs.
later
